Beyond all reasonable doubt

 

I am writing this in the hope that others who also have a similar "calling" can follow me to learn more. Living with a "regular" job on the one hand and exercising one's calling on the other hand is a bit tricky but just right for me who needs both.

 

Finally, I have succumbed to my calling that I have felt since childhood. It feels both scary and incredibly exciting to stand in my truth. I am strongly rooted in my daily work as a lawyer and alongside  I develop and explore my medium side.

To be in  "my channel" and getting both message and healing is something I have probably done since I was 4 years old as far as I can remember. My whole life  I have developed my spiritual side by getting the information directly from my "higher self" or "guides". During my 12 years in England, I studied to become a lawyer while I occasionally attended a course at Psychic College in London and other fun lectures on spirituality. It was a blissful mix of lucid dreams and out of body experiences and of course I read tirelessly all the time about health and spirituality. Then I came to "shut down" my spiritual experiences to just focus on my career as a lawyer. I simply did not have time for anything else than family and career. It is relevant that I had an underlying anxiety  that held me back from developing my spiritual side as a medium. To pursue mediumship, you need to be steady, calm and grounded. Spirituality develops in waves, toghether with  personal development. So it would take another 25 years before I felt ready.

 

During the years 2017 and 2018, I trained in "channeling" to become a Universal Communicator (with Camilla Brolin Former Hosenfeldt in Stockholm) where I had private sessions and group sessions. Fantastic course for those who want to invest in personal development and to learn how to contact their guides (or higher selves) and I can warmly recommend it.  

 

The spirit world (in the form of deceased people who have become pure energy) has from time to time caught my attention and now I have started a two-year medium training to learn more. I was kind of "guided" to look for someone who could help me develop my mediumship and then found the talented medium Camilla Elfving in Stockholm. Already the first day of the course (October 2021) I learned how the link with a spirit feels. It was such incredibly loving energies and I immediately felt that I wanted to learn more. In the sessions I have had so far, I feel an enormous humility and reverence to be able to communicate  loving messages and thus perhaps facilitate a grieving process for someone. Some "links" are stronger and others weaker. I need to learn more about this and humbly look forward to this exciting and important journey. Stay tuned!

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